Christian Poetry -170

…and Jesus was baptized
   (Matthew 3:13–14)


why
did he stand
in that Jordan River
if he was fully God
why
didn't he stay
on the dry riverbank
present and accounted for
a dense and nuclear loneliness



instead like an ordinary person
he stepped forward
against John's counsel
in need of conviction or a sign
why
is there more fear than relief

when the truth
descends    
do I not want him

fully man

do I wish he stayed

clearly delineated God

waiting

letting doubts rise

in muddied waters
with the rest


do I push him ashore
not want him quite so close